this is obviously not right yet. i have to edit stuff so help me God. making the tagboard work is as always quite an ordeal so i'll have to work on that later.
i am really annoyed by ungrateful, shameless people whose childhood is so disturbed that they carry over their unacceptable behavior to pre-adulthood. it's just sad. it's this whole rebel thing; little immature acts of insecurity. i hope this little (no, wrong adjective) sloth gets over it soon before it consumes her entirely and worsens her already pitiful existence. i guess i just have to try to understand her peculiar behavior and just thank God for sending me a nice psych subject. oh no, here i go again with hatred. i will not hate. i will not hate. i will not hate...
so last saturday we went to wasabi for amanda's surprise party, but we were late and we didn't get to see the surprise part. anyway, it was fun seeing those people again and being among the great ME people. the food was good and drinks were even better except for that little mango shake incident that left me icky the whole night. so like fifteen minutes into it, pam tells me she's seen a cute guy and as we tend to get attracted to the same guys, she wanted to know if i'd find her prospect hot. lo and behold, her guy was the first cute guy i saw. he kinda looks like my up crush and pam's other crush too. then we found out that he was from the band, and again, he was the vocalist, vocalist in a band playing at a friend's debut. uhmm, sounds family? haha. i swear i really don't get why i crush on vocalists because i usually don't appreciate musically inclined boys (except for drummers. we all love drummers). anyway, pam and i sat at the bar to have a better view of the band (and for the band to have a better view of us. hihihi..) then we saw it. i huge chunk of fat projecting from his chin. our guy was fat. not even cute fat, just fat. i mean, it would have been ok if he had a face for fat people, but no, his bone structure is definitely for less flesh. so never mind. haha. we just turned our attention to the free drinks.
we went to ponti after the party (i swear i tried to de-rhyme that) but we were there for like less than half an hour? anyway, their zombie was the strongest i've had yet. i mean it should be, they were ridiculously priced.
i don't know how to end this decently. i want a new phone. maybe a nokia or a samsung. but kikay says samsung phones retire early; hers did in around 6 months. still, that's longer than just a month (my last phone's lifetime) so it's not like it matters...
oh and jb and i went to mcdo to celebrate (?) my phone's one week of loss. i'm so glad i'm completely over it. thank You Lord.
HOLY CRAP. i lost my phone in the one place (except my house of course) where i trust everyone - mcdo katipunan. are you effing kidding me? grabe, medyo luma na to kasi last tuesday pa naganap ang kahimbal himbal na nakawan, pero the wound's still fresh. i remember it like it was just yesterday...
after half a chem lab class (major's really good to us the past few days), jb and i didn't know what to do to purge ourselves of the ridiculous chem vibe so we called kikay and found out that she's at mcdo with joseph, kuy and micah. so there, mcdo nalang (as always). so lia, being the generous girl that she is (naks) dropped us there (thanks lia, nasave mo kami ng P15.00). i swear, sobrang normal, i never saw it coming, i mean, who would? so there, we found their table, sat and bought food with our ang paos. then kikay and joseph left. then we remembered kikay had all the ang paos and we wanted to buy more food so we called her. they can't go back so medyo disappointed ang effect namin. i was praying, "God, bigyan mo kami ng ang pao, kahit 'tig isa lang", but God, being the generous God that he is (naks) gave us more ang paos than we can actually spend for a year of our own "super size" documentary. grabe, tawang tawa kami eh, God provides! ayos. then we noticed that mcdo katipunan is already open 24/7. we thought of living in mcdo for three days since nobody would notice as long as we buy food (with our dependable ang paos), thus the "McDo challenge" was born. we were laughing at all the ridiculous things we thought of doing as "mental, physical, whatever else challenges" for the longest time. tapos kaboom. wala na akong phone.
it was so stupid, my bag was beside me, between jb and i, my phone was inside. still, it got stolen. naks. i may be the easiest person to steal from. there was this guy that i was suspecting of stealing my phone and i knew i was going to regret it forever if i did not confront him so i did. then another round of drama. we were shouting at each other. i still can't believe i did that, in front of mcdo. basta. ultlimate ultimate shit eh. ewan ko ba kung bakit nagkaganon. haha. oh well, i'm over it. God is too good to me. i can't sulk for too long. malala pala, one month exactly ko palang siya nagagamit.
anyway, as i don't deal well with depression, we went to cantina. wow. masyadong mahal para sa walang effect na drinks. i got home, slept and woke up at 2 am with a bad hangover. so may effect pala. sana pinangfood scrub ko nalang yung pera. oh well, for future catastrophes, alam kona ang gagawin ko.
Thank you God for helping me get over this. thank you jb for confronting the stupid "seminarista". thank you kuy, micah and mico for being there when i was freaking out. thank you ayen and pal for being at cantina (and for pal's donation). thank you kikay for your concern. thank you pam c for your honesty (nung una naming pagkikita after mawala, sabi ba naman "ang irresponsible mo!" haha. but seriously, natawa talaga ako. the best ka.) hay. ayos na, steady na ulit.
happy chinese new year! (i'd say it in chinese but i forget how to spell it so wag nalang, effort)
bagong layout. gawa ko to. obviously i'm kidding.
i really want to have a haircut. i wan't my hair super short. the kind that i would probably cry over ten years ago. yeah i think i'm gonna do it. kala mo life changing decision eh. i swear i'm getting dumber by the minute. ang chapi pa ng sentences ko.
anyway, i've decided to dedicate this entry to our hero (or at least for the next week or so) Mr. Manny Pacquiao
i woke up at 8 am yesterday but that has nothing to do with the fight, i just wake up early now. anyway, i watched the whole program from the first fight (ang galing din nung isang pinoy, better than we give him credit
i won't go on about the fight because i'm sure you watched it (and if you didn't, putek wag ka na. haha.) instead i will tell you how manny inspired me to be a better person. shit joke lang. of course he didn't. he inspired me to become a money raking machine (mozta ang paycheck natin diyan diba) and to record an album as a tribute to my greatness. funny how manny has to earn a lot to have an album when other people have to make an album to get some money.
i'll continue this later.
nalilinawan na ako ngayon sa mga pangyayaring matagal nang yari. gets? basta, ewan ko ba, i've always been biased and my thoughts have always been predisposed to opposing some people that i never really saw things that way. kung ano yung 'things' at kung anong 'way' ang tinutukuy ko, wag na, i won't tell.
anyway, i just attended this youth camp for UP-YFC last weekend and all i can say is, it was the ultimate *insert curse word that i refuse to say from now on here*. the place was really nice and it was far enough to feel like i was on vacation. nice refreshing break from a long draining break i call school. bez, parang nagffloat nalang ako from class to class, going in empty, going out 'emptier'. everything about the camp was great, the venue was great, the food was great, the people were great, the speakers were great, the sharers were great... the experience was just great. retreat mode ako eh, ang kaso medyo tulog ako nang tulog so i missed a chunk of it. tsk. eto pa, parang ang achiever kids ng mga tao don eh, everybody can sing (i mean in tune ah) and everybody can dance (street, folk or social) and everybody talks. the tongues workshop was the geatest one i've ever had. i was actually having goosebumps while we were at it. it was quite scary at one point but we dealt with it. basta, this was a different camp. nice and organized... i think they really achieved what they wanted to achieve. to think they're saying the camp wasn't really on schedule and that they weren't really prepared...
what else, what else... ayoko na pala. uhmm. i really like being part of yfc. wow, i think that's the first time i ever said that. but that's not just 'cause of up yfc. i really like my community. naks julie.
due to an overwhelming flow of request for a new layout for my blog (kala mo kung gano karami may gusto eh), i changed it. there. of course i still wasn't the creator of this layout and i give full credit to whoever made it, wherever s/he may be. God bless you.
a lot of things almost happened to me this week (to think third day palang ito), the key term there being "almost". haha. i don't even know if i should be sorry that they didn't happen, because some of them actually entail a huge risk of self-destruction (haha. again, oa ako). most of them are personal and i really shouldn't spend too much characters on them because they are dismissable and unimportant. however, my almost being at breakfast is something that i'd really have to blog about to exhaust all the glory that could be juiced out of this opportunity. ang great no? haha. pero sayang, di namin kaya. haha. it's too effing intellectual. medyo kapos tayo sa mga ganyang current events effect. haha. oh well, maggguinea pig nalang kami ni kikay sa makeup! watch out for our big debut.
meron nga pala akong dapat gawing mahaba habang entry tungkol sa sexism in religious organizations. sobrang napansin ko lang at marami rami ang realizations ko kaya next time nalang, when i don't have to pay for every effing minute i spend in front of the computer (opo, computer shop na naman ito). basta hindi lang nakakatuwa. oh well.
ok. so medyo matagal tagal akong di nagcomputer dahil nabbv ako sa nagearly retirement naming mouse, effort pang mag tab, alt, ctrl, shift at kung anu-ano pang "shortcuts" na i never knew existed. ultimate hassle.
nakalipas na naman ang isang taon at heto pa rin ako, same vital stats, same friends, same personality (senuh, may ganon pa ako). nothing's changed. medyo low on cash pa rin ako (na talaga namang di ko maintindihan kung bakit) at tv pa rin ang aking katuwang sa buhay. my goodness. para akong fat bastard na hindi fat at hindi rin bastard. basta gets? ewan.
by the way, medyo namulat na ata si itay sa posibilidad na hindi na ako bata. hinayaan na niya akong magfundador nung new year's eve. ayos eh. medyo inis effect nga lang si mama pero wala na ring nagawa. actually feeling ko lasing lang si dad kaya ganon, at ayaw na niyang ubusing magisa yung fundador (dahil medyo mahina yung kainuman niyang nobyo ng masama kong tita). so akala ko ok na, but then again, after my first shot na medyo kalahating baso lang, pinatigil na ako. isang malaking o c'mon. anyway ayos lang. one itty bitty step at a time, i guess.
so pasukan na ata namin bukas. ewan ko ba. 'di ako sure kung may pasok nga ako. pero sige na rin, baon din yon.
ayoko na nga. i have nothing brilliant to say. but then again, kelan ba meron. o c'mon. fishing si julie. haha. o sha sha....
ok. so medyo matagal tagal akong di nagcomputer dahil nabbv ako sa nagearly retirement naming mouse, effort pang mag tab, alt, ctrl, shift at kung anu-ano pang "shortcuts" na i never knew existed. ultimate hassle.
nakalipas na naman ang isang taon at heto pa rin ako, same vital stats, same friends, same personality (senuh, may ganon pa ako). nothing's changed. medyo low on cash pa rin ako (na talaga namang di ko maintindihan kung bakit) at tv pa rin ang aking katuwang sa buhay. my goodness. para akong fat bastard na hindi fat at hindi rin bastard. basta gets? ewan.
by the way, medyo namulat na ata si itay sa posibilidad na hindi na ako bata. hinayaan na niya akong magfundador nung new year's eve. ayos eh. medyo inis effect nga lang si mama pero wala na ring nagawa. actually feeling ko lasing lang si dad kaya ganon, at ayaw na niyang ubusing magisa yung fundador (dahil medyo mahina yung kainuman niyang nobyo ng masama kong tita). so akala ko ok na, but then again, after my first shot na medyo kalahating baso lang, pinatigil na ako. isang malaking o c'mon. anyway ayos lang. one itty bitty step at a time, i guess.
so pasukan na ata namin bukas. ewan ko ba. 'di ako sure kung may pasok nga ako. pero sige na rin, baon din yon.
ayoko na nga. i have nothing brilliant to say. but then again, kelan ba meron. o c'mon. fishing si julie. haha. o sha sha....