yay. i'm at jb's house and we just finished playing poker. yuck, so pokerists na kami niyan (uy new term). tinamad ako biglang magblog kasi ang sarap nung champola. weird transition.
ok. sobrang nagdedeteriorate na ang aking math skills... nung nagsscore ako sa duckpin di ko ma-add ang 14 and 8. as in hindi ko talaga siya naadd. i had to ask my groupmate to add it for me. tangina the embarrassment eh. haha. but oh well, stupidity is lucrative. jessica simpson got rich looking dumb.
ang cool namin ni bries... nagkita kami sa katipunan para, uhmm... gumimick? at guess where we landed... NEOATENS COMPUTER SHOP. putangina. yan naman ang hip.
ayon, kahapon nagkita kami nina jb at pam at pinuntahan namin yung venue ng birthday ni jeybs sa valle verde... tapos ayun na, pinagawa na kami ni jb ng isang napaka, uhmm, interesting? na activity. we cut little jb poker faces that would be put on her poker chips. anak ng hayup. they were like half an inch in diameter, 5 colors, 210 cut-outs each. mali yon, mali. haha. so obviously, walang matinong kinalabasan ang kahit anong conversation that we tried to make. hello, kung di ba naman matunaw ang utak mo don eh.
anyway magcacantina na kami ni bries. ang jologs, cantina. mas cool pa rin dito sa neoatens...
ang cool namin ni bries... nagkita kami sa katipunan para, uhmm... gumimick? at guess where we landed... NEOATENS COMPUTER SHOP. putangina. yan naman ang hip.
ayon, kahapon nagkita kami nina jb at pam at pinuntahan namin yung venue ng birthday ni jeybs sa valle verde... tapos ayun na, pinagawa na kami ni jb ng isang napaka, uhmm, interesting? na activity. we cut little jb poker faces that would be put on her poker chips. anak ng hayup. they were like half an inch in diameter, 5 colors, 210 cut-outs each. mali yon, mali. haha. so obviously, walang matinong kinalabasan ang kahit anong conversation that we tried to make. hello, kung di ba naman matunaw ang utak mo don eh.
anyway magcacantina na kami ni bries. ang jologs, cantina. mas cool pa rin dito sa neoatens...
wow. i cannot believe a person like that exists. she manages to make other people look bad even if she's the source of all evil. oo na, mali na kung mali ang pagsasabi ko nito but there's just no other way. WE'RE JUST BEING OURSELVES. yun naman yung importante sayo di ba?
hahabaan ko dapat but i don't want to waste my time. it's just not worth it.
share ko lang tong quote na nabasa ko, "The worse a person is, the less she feels it." grabe, swak sa balde.
hayup. may classmate akong koreano. funny eh, i mean steady lang siya don. eh ang kaso naging groupmate ko, yung tipong forever and ever na kaming together at nakasalalay sa kanyang pageenglish ang magiging grade ko. sabagay, teachers tend to give them extra credit for trying, malay mo madamay ako. ayos yon.
as usual inggit na naman ako sa group ni canada... shet talaga pam you get the best people palagi, and the difference was one seat, one friggin chunk of plastic. ako pa nagsave ng seat na yon para sa kanya eh. yung group ni canada din dati sa art stud sobrang achiever kids... career lahat eh. oh well... 1.5 naman ako. haha. thanks groupmates!
hay... comm3, i'm not exactly having fun but it's ok... steady.
anyway, ang sakit ng ulo ko dahil kulang ako sa tulog. as you may know, pinapanood ko talaga yung conan o brien gabi gabi kaya late na kong nakakatulog. tapos comm3 at 9 am... eh ang kaso may will and grace hanggang 9 din, conflict eh! so late ako at hindi ako makatulog sa klase dahil onti lang kami at kitang kita yung tulog. mali talaga. nakakainis ang summer classes, sagabal sa pagtulog. tsss. oh well at least hindi ako nagiging financially dry. haylovet.
o ayon. mageenlist pa ako. alam niyo namang nakakasira ng buhay ang maling subjects (tignan niyo ko, ang aking UP life: a series of unfortunate events.)
i missed pam's house... six days din akong nawala.
first day of school was fine... nagpapafavorite kami ni pam. kailangan kong magkaroon ng uno. i hate hate hate not having an uno, i just realized. hindi rin naman pala ako walang pakealam. kailangan kong magtino. yehehesss.
this day has been so random... random people doing random things in random places... basta. random. ewan ko ba.
good vibes... kita ko ulit niggas after a long long time! picture taking kami eh. cam whores.
online ako ng black saturday. my goodness, what is happening to me? i mean i used to have a nice and quiet holy week, away from everyone and with absolutely no means of communication to any of my friends. i even used to turn off my phone for the weekend. but no, eto ako nagbblog and later if i'm feeling a bit more daring i might even do friendster. shet. see, i typed sh*t on an entry about the holy week.
i feel bad, really. i swear. it's not even a "pa-cool" thing, saying you've been evil just so people would think you've been having fun... i just want to be a good person, parang UP-YFC member. ayon naman ang tinatawag na good. specific talaga eh, UP-YFC. ui issues.
summer classes. stupid stupid summer classes. why did i ever think taking summer classes was a good idea? (uhmm julie, baon, freedom, why else?) anyway, wala akong wallclimbing (i'm not sure if i've mentioned it here but anyway, there you go) at idea ko pa siya... i asked all my friends to take wallclimbing at heto ako ngayon, PE-less. ampuch. now i don't know what to do.. if i prerog for wallclimbing, i'll be left with a two-hour break that i'm going to be spending ALONE. oo na insecure na ako at takot mapag-isa. crucify me, i'm a girl at kabirthday ko si paris hilton (i swear i make the weirdest connections).
anyway, i'm bored and i miss my friends. it's easy to miss people you're used to seeing everyday (gawin bang bahay bakasyunan ang bahay ni pam). anyway i'm going to see them on monday. then we might have bbq at mico's house friday, then a party at pam's saturday, and as you might know i have a youth camp friday-saturday (sabay eh, mali yon). at nagaaya si pal magtagaytay next weekend. adik eh. bakit? and why am i telling you this? wala lang in case you're a hot stalker, you'd know where to find me. HOT a, HOT. kundi rin lang, never mind. yuck feeling si gaga.
anyway, go reflect.
nasa dotahan ako sa isang bayan sa nueva ecija ngayong mahal na araw. bad christian, julie. bad christian. anyway, the internet sucks here. sinamahan ko cousins ko so i can use the internet but it turns out that the browser can only open around five sites. anakngputs. i can't even open the one blog i was looking forward to reading. aksaya ng panahon at pera to. mali eh.
ako talaga napupuno na ha. some people are just soooo lacking in manners. i cannot believe how ungrateful this person is to my friend. she feeds you, clothes you, shelters you. how dare you make her feel bad.
being yourself is only good if you are a good person. kung sablay ka, better be somebody else. or make yourself a good person. don't make it an excuse for acting the way you do because us humans, we're gifted with free will, hindi puro animal instinct ang dapat pairalin. and don't use your past "down time" to validate your unacceptable behavior either. we all have problems and we deal with them without burdening other people. i'm sorry if this is mean and hurtful to some people, but i am sooo not sorry for writing this. i've been meaning to for so long. it's so cathartic.
gabe, show some appreciation naman. sobrang ungrateful eh. ungrateful talaga. in spite of how high you think you are (pun intended) the world doesn't revolve around you (may pun din yan if you're smart.Ü) treat people with respect, that's the least you could do, i swear. you owe my friend sooooo much you have NO right to treat her the way you do. mali ka eh.
my close friend and i have sessions every night... sometimes i do it with a couple of other girls... i just have to have my daily dose of it. i won't tell you what it is though, you might judge me and banish me forever. hihihihihi.
i went to criselle's surprise party... she's super lucky. francis is the best boyfriend ever. papa francis! haha. i remember when he got us pizza for our class christmas party. mozta ang pagpapalakas? haha. criselle's brothers are super nice too. i wish i had a brother. fatima pa-sex change ka.
ako nabibwisit na ha. may isang tao (sana nababasa mo 'to) naiirita na ako sa kanya. he just doesn't get it. i've never been so mean and unaccomodating to anyone in my life before yet he still bugs me. bugs bugs bugs. chief, makaramdam ka naman ng sakit di ba? yung tipong you're deliberately trying to hurt him so he won't bother you anymore, but no, chieftain doesn't get a clue. tigas mo pare. iba ka.
nakakatawa yung hirit ni pam kanina "sana pala nagkaboyfriend ako bago ng debut ko para may nagsurprise sakin". onga naman. haha
tapos si jb nung pinapatay kami ni mico (uhmm, drunk driving na hindi naman drunk. mozta chief.) "pag ako namatay nang di pa ko nagboboyfriend..."
puro boyfriend issues eh. mali yon.
bad vibes. i had this really nice thought i wanted to blog about but it escaped my mind because of this super kaduper fucked up enrollment.
i swear, i've never undergone anything so complicated yet super uncivilized in my life. boo, UP. boo.
anyway, sabi ni jeybs inaagawan ko daw siya ng lalake. mali yon chief. anong aagawin ko? hahahaha. shet. that's kinda sad... hahaha. nagaagawan kami ni jeybs sa di namin kilala. at hindi pa pareho ang taste namin ni jb a.this just shows how severe the male deficiency situation is in my school.
ayon naalala ko na kung ano yung ibblog ko dapat. grabe, i was super touched when i found out that my yfc-mate found my existence inspiring. i kinda felt bad too, because i don't think i deserve that. i know that's just probably some half-hearted compliment (yuck julie, modesty ba ito?) but it really got to me. here i am, wasting away. pining by the second. messing up my life. making stupid decisions (a la britney marrying kevin federline)... and this girl actually kinda looked up to me. i want to change. i mean for real. i really do. i'm going to start by choosing boring, uno-able subjects for next sem. yay!
ayon. andito na naman ako kay pam. medyo nagbreak lang ako kahapon, when i spent the day at lau's... kamusta naman ang hindi pagsstay sa sariling bahay diba. malala eh, yung pangangapitbahay ko medyo cubao pa. whooweee.
so tomorrow we're going to tagaytay for our poker night. lovet. ang kaso di pa ko nagpapaalam. san payagan ako later. medyo short notice eh. mali yon
kadiri ako. i have an unhealthy obsession towards conan o brien. o c'mon julie. eh kasi naman ang ganda ganda ng smile niya. promise, tignan niyo kasi. give the guy a chance. haha.
ayoko na bonding niggaG (yuck everyday naman eh)
andito si junno. yuck affected bakit. kaya ayon... medyo panic attack si bri. lovet.
yay asa bahay ako ni lau!!! i super missed lau's haus... this was practically my home last summer (and pam's and francis' and paolo's...)
magpaparty kami nina lau. yahoo!!! sa bahay ni tm! sa monday! yay!
anyway wala ako sa bahay ng thursday-friday, saturday-sunday at monday! moztah...
ayoko na. next time chief.
yay akina pam ako ulit. i missed this place. isang araw din akong nawala. can i just say, sa mga nasabi kong plans kahapon for today, uhmmm, walang natuloy. haha. hindi ako nakapagisaw dahil nalate ako ng dating (pero natapos ko na ang 50 first dates finally.. maganda pala siya), hindi din ako nakapagukay dahil naconfuse kami sa gateway at nauwi na kami sa bahay ni pam, at hindi pa din ako umiinom. nawalan nako ng gana. i think i'm going to start to live a sober life.
hi nigga G! pam the great, JB photographer (sorry ang lame wala nako maisip. haha), Bries karakas, cara anorexic, abe beybeh (wala lang para magrhyme), lebs drummer.
wala na kasi akong pera boy. tagaytay, steph luna's debut, at 4-1 trip ang haharapin ko this week. mali yon.
anyway ayon first time ko mapanood yung end ng fifty first dates at in fairness natiis ko hanggang end. haha. di kasi ako fan ng mga ganong romantic shit (di ako bitter ambagal lang kasi ng story.. mas gusto ko pa ultraviolet. mali kasi jologs eh.).. maganda pala! pero di ko pa rin napapanood ng buo. leche wag na nga wala lang kasi ako mablog about.
gusto ko nung swimsuit na nakita ko kanina sa rustans. ang kaso 1,600++ siya eh. mali yon.
tres ako sa kas. hayup! haha. oh well as long as pasado steady na ako. 2.25 ako sa chem. ayon, ayos na ayos yon mga chief. kasi akala ko bagsak na ako don, but no. 2.25, not bad for lil ol mediocre me. haha. i hope i'd do better next sem, i mean i'm sure this is not me at my best kasi kung oo eh di ang stupid ko naman. i refuse to believe that. haha. nagboost ng sariling ego eh. mali yon.
anyway, for tomorrow's activities: isaw, ukay, inom. the only things worth doing this summer for someone as cheap and as broke as i am. by the end of the summer, mataba na ako, amoy ipis at lusaw ang liver. maganda yan. as long as i'm having fun i guess. sa ngayon yun lang ata ang kaya kong gawing matino. yuck paawa effect.
in fairness, tanggap na ng nanay ko na umiinom ako. uhmm, medyo late eh. oh well at least ngayon mas ok na at hindi na siya nashoshock to find me smelling like shit (well not literally) going home after school. haylovet.
natutuwa naman ako. ang steady ng summer... mag-aaral nga ako magdrums. nakakfrustrate eh. or voice lessons. gusto ko yung diva voice. wahoo.
wahahaha. so sabi ko nga sa aking last entry, asa party kami ni mai mai (pinsan ni pam na hindi ko nman friend at first time ko lang nakita kagabi) at lo and behold, andon si crush-nung-party-ni-pam. pucha. haha... after mga isang oras ng tuluy tuloy na paginom, lasing na siya finally at pinatulan na niya ako. haha. mali yon chief. hot sana eh, ang kaso may kulay ang hair (hmmm, sounds familiar...) nakascore me eh. wahahaha. mabango siya, gusto ko yung pabango niya. yung scent na gusto ko sa guys na di ko talaga malaman laman kung ano ang tawag. ang kaso nahaluan ng amoy chiko. mali yon. haha. pictures: mali ito. oh well. happy birthday mai mai!
Tapos na lahat. ang kaso may art stud pa rin. haha. di kasi maopen yung files na sinend ko at uulitin ko sila ulit dahil hindi ako marunong magsave... ayon. uulitin... from the start
anyway i'm at pam's house for her cousin's debut. i don't even know the girl. mali eh. so what am i doing here?
i was at drews with jc and lauren yesterday. love these people.. sobrang steady vibes nila eh. i'm starting to like my classmates. nung di na kami classmates. haha.
di ko kilala ang coffee break. nakakahiya kasi sinabi ko sino ba sila tapos asa labas lang ata. mali kasi.