isang araw nalang tapos na ang shit na sem na ito. can't wait 'til that bedamned subject gets done and i'll be free (art stud)... hanggang ngayon may ginagawa pa rin ako chief...
anyway, i've just gotten home from pam's house (my summer house) and i'm super full i might just puke. anway, enough with the disgusting details... i should really lose my tummy. it's disgusting. maybe even more disgusting that puking all over the pc. but i can't go on a diet, my limbs might shrink and i'd hate that. i can't exercise, i'm too lazy. so maybe i'll have to keep this big ball of lard in my torso until i get enough mone for lipo. wahahaha. psychotic mutoid (uy, new term
i'm failing almost all my subjects. i must be adorable now because i'm stupid. yay julie!
kas 1: leche tong subject na to. don't ever take it. if you're like me of course, who cannot exert effort on something she finds unimportant.
art stud 1: mali eh. just don't take subjects with the number 1. one's a misnomer. no, the number does not indicate the level of difficulty. it denotes suckiness, number ONE being greatest in that field.
chem 16: punyeta wag na to.
anyway, i'm done with chem. just had my finals kanina. it was ok, i guess. but im not sure i'll pass.
after the exams we (me, jb, mich, pal, dana and lia) went to eastwood for lunch. pasto robbed me. fuckin' tax is just toooo heavy. i spent 237.90 on about 4 slices of pizza. i was shocked i couldn't finish a whole pizza. maybe i'm sick. or just too old. we played at power station. marunong mag-drums si mr. palisoc. hayup may hidden talent. mich an i sang wannabe and bohemian rhapsody at the videoke booth. lovet. ultimate talaga ang videoke.
we got back to UP and went to pam's. lebs wrote this song for keno:
ay leche wala sakin. i'll look for it later.
gusto ko na magsummer... classes. haha. dorque (eww, imbento ng spelling)
holy shit. how can i finish this project if i can't even start it? i have all these great ideas but i don't have the technical know-how to get them on so medyo hanggang ideas nalang sila. shit talaga bez. hassle ang kawalan ng hilig sa computers eh.
this week will be incredibly fucked up. mali eh, summer na nga lang pahihirapan ka pa. SAGABAL!!! onti nalang eh. onti nalang.
waaaaaaaah. i cannot wait to get everything done. MATAPOS KA NA! MATAPOS KA NA! bakit kaya kailangan pa akong mahirapan ng husto? what have i done to deserve this? actually yung problem is the fact that i haven't done anything. cramming is not good. i read that people cram to provide an early excuse for their inevitable failure. siguro nga i'm just laying rational grounds for failing what should be an easy subject by putting this whole thing off til the last minute. MALI EH.
may band na kami: MALIKAZI (only our true inner-circle friends would know exactly how to read this and what it actually means). tangena. haha. who would've thought?
ibang lebel bez eh. ika nga ni pam, "buhay ko to mula pa nung november". mukha nga bez.
ang hot ng vocalist ng mojofly. siya ang aking first girl crush. ang ganda ng suot niya bez, mali eh. tapos ang kinis ng skin... super super super hot. can i just say, nagmukha akong trapo sa picture naming dalawa. mali eh. hindi dapat tumatabi sa ganon sa events, di ka pansin eh.
so anyway the highlight of the night was once again jeepney joyride... super good vibes eh. nainjure pa nga ako kasi medyo nagcocollapse na sakin yung ibang tao... yung mga kailangan ng major support.
nagflying sexy girl din si pam. bez ang hot mo! sana kumanta ka na rin! haha.
o c'mon, random thoughts eh. medyo house kasi yung music so sabaw ang aking brain.
si *toot* ultimate sabawationzzz!!!! bez, mali eh. pero iba, party peeps eh! iba talaga pag caged at nakawala!!! ultimate casualty... love it!
mico samson on the loose! crush ko siya... iba eh, ang bait! caring and responsible... ang kaso may beer belly, medyo mali eh. sobrang bait talaga! yuck kala mo may pinagsamahan eh... pero iba naman talaga yung lebel ng understanding required to get soaked on somebody else's digestive juices... ang hot mo!!!
anyway etong bries na to gusto pang magupload ng pictures...
ay speaking of bries, iba ka bez!!! nakuha mo na si juno, nagbayad pa siya! mali eh.
you know what i really want right now? a clean slate. a fresh start. i just want this dirty, messed up time to pass and get my spanking new life underway. but first i need money to finance this self-initiated extreme makeover. anaknamputs. how candymag ditzy could i get?
i had my hair cut last monday. art stud was cancelled and i was bored so lauren and i decided to try our luck and get our hair done at sc. after 30 minutes, i lost 80 pesos and 5 inches of my hair. i feel so much lighter and so much smarter. uhmm julie, connection?
i need a job. summer is impossible to enjoy without money. i need money.
yesterday, i lost to team coloma at an isaw-eating contest. i lost to an atenean at a streetfood eating contest. and here i was thinking i was street. so anyway, i challenged team coloma and team gutierrez to another competition... this time it will be ruthless. it will be even more disturbing. it will be named the battle of the century. it will be the Great McDo Challenge. yep kids, the same mcdo challenge over which i lost my phone about 2 months ago. pinoy big brother will pale in comparison to this one... team coloma, team gutierrez, are you ready?
i just read other people's blogs and i'm disturbed by the incoherence and senselessness of my entries. but then i look at my layout (sailormoon) and think, why start being sensitive and insightful now?
crs started 2 days ago and i forgot all about it until kikay reminded me. God bless responsible friends. anyway, i still don't know what to take or if i'm having summer classes at all so i've only stared pointlessly at the crs page for the longest time.
i cannot believe i didn't blog about the chem exam. it went fine. but it should, since all the rest went tragically. i got a 99. haha. you should see the look on my mother's face (the my-daughter-got-into-UP-face) when she heard that. butdenagen my friends, over 150 siya so it wasn't really a big deal. but at least i passed. i'm such a mediocre student im not even aiming for a 1-point-something in chem. a 3's fine. a 2'll be great. i don't get how people could get straight unos. haha. i haven't even gotten one. i really need to change my strategy. no, scratch that. i need a strategy.
can't wait for pam's party *after-ihi kilig*. time to drink and forget.
shet onti nalang... isang kadyot pa at tapos na ang aking paghihirap. screw this sem. it hates me, i hate it more. break na tayo.
anyway, i'm still working on this thing for art stud. fucking subject's not even a major, yet it still manages to be an incredible burden. i'm not even an art fan nor do i have the mental capacity or emotional depth to understand any of it. besides, i'm really considering consulting a shrink because i think i'm developing a late learning disability. funny, just when i need brain power most.
chem exam's in two days.. haven't even started. it's not like i can, i mean there's just too much going on (uhmm, ano nga ba?).. i'm failing so i really have to ace this one. if i don't, well good bye psychology. i might have to shift to mbb (anakng).
eww. all i've talked about is academics. well it's not like my social life's a rousing success at the moment. everything's in steady mode, which is good, i think. summer's coming up, i have to conserve energy (and money). can't wait. can't wait til lent's over. i want my life back.
i think i'm the only bs psych student who's not taking math 100 this summer. i can't do it, it's too much. THREE whole hours of math every single day of your "break", it's just not worth it. i'd rather take some PE and get in shape for a decent swimsuit.
by the way, it think people think i'm ditzy (minus the blonde hair and big boobs). i'm beginning to feel ditzy too. haha. there's just too much brain power sometimes it's tiring.
i hate debaters. wala lang random thought. anyway to my debater friends (although i can't think of anyone. yeah, i must truly hate debaters) you know i like you.
oh my gulay. that's too incoherent.
uhmm, bakit sailormoon bigla? buhlalungz (aww, missed saying that). check out the tagboard, it's actually working. mantakin mo.
wow. today was the last day of mfing chemistry (for me at least, i'm having second thoughts on attending the last two classes) and i can't be more neurotically happy about it. it's so bad that i can't even decide which subject to hate more - that demonic, record-staining, future-ending, ego-shrinking, chemistry sixteen or that what-the-hell-is-this-for-anyway, past-is-past-bez, kasaysayan one. hay. why do i do this to myself?
anyway, nothing's happening to me. i don't know if that's a good or a bad thing. oh well. i'm just looking forward to pam's party. then something will happen to me. haha. by the way, i'm abstaining from alcohol. it's my lenten sacrifice. following that drews drink off, i've decided that drinking is bad for you, and your friends. tsk. sorry gaye! don't worry, not once did i mention your name, and since apparently this guy of yours is such a colossal success among a lot of girls, he wouldn't really know who called.
anyway ayoko na.
so ayon, nagdebut na ako. haylavet. i can't believe i was considering not having one... to all you girls who are confused and think that it's too much of a hassle, hindi eh. sobrang you need to celebrate this. once in a lifetime nga naman. that laptop can wait. you'll have that car eventually. but this one, hindi eh. unless you have this unsettled inner-conflict at feeling mong lalake kang 21 pa magdedebut, then go, mag-antay ka muna ng mga tatlong taon.
grabe siempre nalate ako ng medyo mga isang oras. and no, it's not 'cause i was playing diva. no, never. sadyang may mga bagay lang na hindi dapat inaapura. sorry nga pala sa mga nagutom. so there, niggaG made the entrance na may oompa loompa dance pa. haha. lavet. tapos yung entrance ko na. haha. napaka-undebuish eh. none of those formal marches shit... haylavet. then i had the little crown (tiara siya actually but since i'm the queen, crown yon) which kikay used din. haha. little peste tradition i guess. basta the best!!!
ang pink ng place, ang black ng crowd at ang pink ko. i'd love to show you the beautiful pictures that blessed Kuya Dan took, but no, sira ang multiply. leche. oh well. that can wait. masarap daw ang food, but then again, di ako nakakain eh. pati di rin ako masyadong nakainom. ganon ata talaga. si glynel din di nakakain nung debut niya. sayang. sa pictures ko nalang sila nanamnamin.
haylavet. buti di ako lasing and i remember ever bit of it. thanks sa lahat ng pumunta (especially mga nagregalo. haha). i love my life. all 18 years of it pati na rin yung susunod (sana meron diba. kamusta naman ang sudden death.).
o c'mon. eighteen na ako mga boy. hayup! anyway, steady vibes lang ang birthday ko, kasi walang pasok. anak talaga ng kung ano man yang mga leftists/pasikat people na yan. pfft. oh well.
ang jologs ng skin. wala kasing graduation na maganda eh. alam niyo na, seasonal ang effect.