Sunday, August 27, 2006
new layout!!!!!!
because it's almost christmas (i swear iba ang time perception ko sa ibang tao), i've decided to change my layout into this. it has the same title as my past christmas blog and it'll have pretty little blingy stuff soon.
nakakadepress. pasko na naman. for someone who is obviously excited about it, i find christmas depressing. i love my nails. they're painted barbie pink. everyone should have barbie pink nails. they're really pretty. and they go well with black tops, black drinks, black keyboards. i want to wear glasses again. i tried cha's on and i looked smart and refined. yep, maybe i need glasses. maybe to become an over-achiever, i should look the part. good bye contact lenses (besides, they're fucking piercing my eyes. i think i have a huge scar on my iris).
last Thursday i had my interview for pugad. it's not as org-oriented as others might've been (but i really wouldn't know 'cause i never went on with the other orgs i've applied for), which means i probably did better there than i would've in other orgs. but, as always, i think i came across as cold and aloof, like i don't care about the org. i do, it just doesn't show. actually, i really like this org, pugad. nice people. and casti! haha. casti. ok background info. there's this guy from pugad who they say looks like chicken little. his name's casti. i wanted to see for myself if he really did look like chicken little but i don't know which one he is. so whenever i'm at the pugad tambayan or when there are ga's, i'm always on the look-out for a chicken little look-alike. i never saw one. so anyway just very recently, i found out who he is. and yeah, when you've heard of the chicken little thing, you'd see the resemblance. anyway, we weren't friends, we never got introduced. but on my interview, when they asked me why they should take me in, i told them that they could do without me anyway and that when i don't get in, nothing bad could happen, so the only reason why they'd want to accept me is that they want me there. then casti goes (the interview was for the whole table, but this conversation took place just between the two of us), "wag mong iisiping pag nawala ka, walang maaapektuhan sa pugad. you've touched the people you've met, etc.", or something like that. super heartwarming!!! hahahahaha. it's so unexpected. ang heartwarming din ni Chubby my buddy. i'm so glad i got chubby. kahit na nung una akala ko di kami magkakasundo. turns out she's the perfect buddy for me.
so anyway, yesterday may inuman kami nina gly, lau, cha, lors at iris sa bar nina cha. nakakatawa yung drink eh (na hanggang ngayon di ko pa rin alam kung ano). habang tumatagal tumatapang eh. huway. but then i had to leave early 'cause of raian's despedida. ang mali diyan, nauna pa ako dumating sa discov suites kesa kina jb. it's a record first. that never happens. sabi ni jb, "reversal or roles eh, pinroblema namin si gladys tapos ikaw nandito na". so problema pala ko. dayum. haha. when we got there we were just confused. actually the whole day yesterday was just a huge confusion. but i had fun. lia gave us background info on raian's friends. those kids have funny anecdotes. haha.
why am i blogging? because i'm buying time. i'm in denial of what i have to do. i refuse to do it just yet. wahshet. i can only stall for so long. ok bye.
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
ayon
wala namang nangyayari saking worth sharing. except for my sad realization that i won't get into up med. haha (i'm laughing on the outside but crying on the inside. hahahahah. shet. never mind). punyeta kailangan pala pag babae at least magna cum laude. uhhhhhhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmm. i won't even make cum laude, plain cum laude. langya. just when i felt that i want this really bad, i found out i'm not good enough for it. ayun eh. nagpakawala nanaman ng walang ka kwenta kwentang feeling poetic line. but really, it's sad. feeling ko nga ayoko naman talagang magdoctor, gusto ko lang mag UP med. howell.
eh ang kapal naman kasi ng mukha ko to want that eh medyo 3 papers na ang di ko nasusubmit sa pan pil, yung isa pa don ay midterm requirement namin. pano ko naman gagawin yon eh di ako umattend ng field trip. genius julie, genius. nakakailang quizzes na rin akong namimiss sa span. i think i failed my fil40 exam and i don't know what the hell is going on with my geog. meron nga rin pala akong di nasubmit na paper don. tsk. pati pe ko ewan. ewan ko ba talaga sayo julie.
akala ko ok na ako this sem, but then again. poof. ewan. ni hindi na nga ako umiinom madalas eh. wala, it's just me and my lack of commitment to anything.
siguro dapat na akong magstart magjazz class. baka that i can commit to. yehey.
ayon
wala namang nangyayari saking worth sharing. except for my sad realization that i won't get into up med. haha (i'm laughing on the outside but crying on the inside. hahahahah. shet. never mind). punyeta kailangan pala pag babae at least magna cum laude. uhhhhhhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmm. i won't even make cum laude, plain cum laude. langya. just when i felt that i want this really bad, i found out i'm not good enough for it. ayun eh. nagpakawala nanaman ng walang ka kwenta kwentang feeling poetic line. but really, it's sad. feeling ko nga ayoko naman talagang magdoctor, gusto ko lang mag UP med. howell.
eh ang kapal naman kasi ng mukha ko to want that eh medyo 3 papers na ang di ko nasusubmit sa pan pil, yung isa pa don ay midterm requirement namin. pano ko naman gagawin yon eh di ako umattend ng field trip. genius julie, genius. nakakailang quizzes na rin akong namimiss sa span. i think i failed my fil40 exam and i don't know what the hell is going on with my geog. meron nga rin pala akong di nasubmit na paper don. tsk. pati pe ko ewan. ewan ko ba talaga sayo julie.
akala ko ok na ako this sem, but then again. poof. ewan. ni hindi na nga ako umiinom madalas eh. wala, it's just me and my lack of commitment to anything.
siguro dapat na akong magstart magjazz class. baka that i can commit to. yehey.
