oh my Lord. ang sama talaga ng pakiramdam ko. last night, i was practically bedridden, but i had to read that bedamned Kas book (grabe, bakit ba ko nagKas, eh alam ko namang ito ang aking kahinaan?) because my prof's really scary. then when i got to class, she explained everything to us without even asking us questions just to check if we read it. anyway, another learning experience...
i'm in a losing streak. haha. everything that i dreaded/made fun of about UP is happening to me. first of course is that stupid registration when i went home with a bleeding foot and a raging temper. then there was that horrific change-mat experience. then i signed up for an essentially non-PE PE class, which i did not get. then i took english 1 when i knew, i knew that english teachers tend to hate me. then i took Kas 1, when i promised myself that i'd never take any history class. then i took JB's chem class when i absolutely did not want to have it because it was a straight lec-to-lab class. then i got a tres when i used to really wonder how people could get a three in up (yeah, i used to think really highly of up people). i also used to wonder how people who live super near their school could be late, but now, still for an unknown reason, i'm always, always late. ayos ah.
naaawa na talaga ako sa chem lec prof ko. he looks like a sweet mama's boy pa naman. unfortunately, his english is really, really bad. i'm sure he knows what he's doing though, i mean, as long as you do your job right, right? i hope he learns that substance is pronounced in a different way. just one itty-bitty step at a time would do. but really, i promise, once i get better, i'd try to stay awake during his lectures and occasionally ask questions just so he's sure that people are listening.