walang title yung entries ko kasi walang title bar dito. wala lang, just in case you were wondering.
there a few things i'm pondering on (just 'cause i have absolutely nothing else to think about at this point)...
which is a better mindset towards *insert org here*:
a. sayang naman yung perang pinangbayad ko, itutuloy ko na.
b. nagsayang na nga ako ng pera, sasayangin ko pa ba ang oras at energy ko?
hmmm. i'm so confused. it's like the case of conflicting "truths"; both are very appealing right now. plus my pride is soooo stubbornly high, i can't just quit. well actually i can if this is something easy, but this one is actually posing as a challenge. if it weren't so damn hard and complicated, i would've just dropped it right away. but then again, if it weren't that hard, i wouldn't be so discouraged in the first place.
anyway, that isn't really that relevant right now, because we all know that i don't decide until something happens that forces me to.
so on to something "napapanahon". things are looking up in UP. haha. i see more cute guys this sem than i did the last. they look cleaner and more "starstrucky". haha. i know, much as i taunt starstruck fashion, i do like 'em nice and clean. there's this guy that i saw while i was climbing up the eternal AS stairs. he's cute. super clean, soft features. mighty cute. he's not even hot, just cute. haha. then i saw him again yesterday at casaa. i told jc about him, and it turns out that we're crushing on the same guy. haha. he said "casaa boy" eats at casaa MTh. now ya'll know where to find me at 10am,MTh. haha.
i joined a lot of orgs this sem, and i'm planning to join two more: UP YFC and UP mountaineers (simpler version. haha). i don't even think i'd be active in any of those. God knows how hard it is for me to warm up to new people (it took me almost 3 years for yfc).
good news: i finally paid for a UP ID
bad news: hindi pa rin ako nakakuha.
i swear it's the most stupid thing. i didn't even konw we needed to submit a 2x2 picture before we could get our id. waaaaah. you could just imagine my frustration. on that pivotal moment when i actually mustered up some energy and desire to get an id, i failed. i guess it's just not meant to be. i'd forever be id-less. good bye up lib, i barely knew thee (actually not at all eh. pfft.). worse, i'd never get a discount at max's (and i wanted this sooo bad).