Sunday, February 26, 2006
wow. in a little over three hours, i'd be
pwede ko nang matupad ang pangarap kong sumali sa game ka na ba. oh yes. i cannot wait.
i don't even know why i'm so nervous, it's stupid. i don't think any of my friends felt so apprehensive about being eighteen. parang nung nagcollege ako, haha. kasi nga meron akong false notion na lahat ng eighteen/college kids malalaki, at heto ako maliit. plus wala pa rin akong cellphone at pano ako magigreet ng aking friends? sino kaya dapat ang unang mangggreet sakin? sino kaya yung tatawag pa? hay bad vibes talaga. oh well.
Lord sana maging masaya na ako at mabawasbawasan na ang aking pagiging selfish pag eighteen na ako.
speaking of being selfish. since when was selfishness ok? i don't get it. it's this whole individualism/egotism/make-me-king movement that's sucking all the morality and compassion out of human beings. i blame rap artists. today, the meaner, the better. people take pride in making others' lives miserable. and the angriest people are also among the ugliest. positive correlation boy. i choose to be beautiful. i choose to be happy (anger-free)
Friday, February 24, 2006
why? why is this happening to me? maling mali eh. wrong combination. wrong wrong wrong.
i can't believe i have to deal with someone else's crap on my birthday. people should be dealing with my crap. it's my birthday.
BUTDENAGEN. holy mother of pearl. kumbakit ba naman kasi kinailangan, kinailangan pa talagang umabot sa ganito ang lahat. pwede namang gumamit nalang tayong lahat ng mailap na "common sense" o lohika diba. pero hindi. sadyang may mga taong salat sa ganon. thus, bring on the "ruin julie's birthday" project.
Lord, help me. kailangan ko po ng patience. patience. patience.
birthday ko na. 3 days nalang 18 na ako. pero ang liit ko pa rin. dati tingin ko sa mga 18 malalaki (well some of them are, and usually leche sila). ang weird.
nako kung anu-ano na naman ang nangyayari sa labas. si randy david hinuli... si erap namamaga ang mata... si *toot* binibwisit ako. oh well. i think a little drama won't hurt. nakakatawa nga yung sabi ng isang elitista (wild guess kung sino to) "papet pasista pahirap kay gloria, patalsikin ang masa!" cute.
anyway, i better get going with my tita's paper (it's a fun job).
Sunday, February 19, 2006
i love this picture:
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and this one too:
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i love this week. super light. steady vibes.
monday: i don't remember
tuesday: valentine's day. spent with jb, pam s., gab, lebs, j(hey jo!), close up to fame bio boy (oo magkasama kaming nagdinner, magkaiba nga lang ng table), kikay, rich, peste people, sir major, and a lot of fair-going strangers.
wednesday: met pam and jaypee at cello's, jollibee ulit, nail salon
thursday: bidding. putanginanghayup. talo ako mga bez. at nashock ako, i was willing to pay 2300 for a guy? buti nalang natalo ako, kung hindi i might have to hurt myself to compensate for the stupidity.
friday: kikay's birthday! surprise, dinner at shakeys, cantina with pam and gab and jeybs...
saturday: ambushed by gab, abe, cara and diane (umm, kikidnapin ba ako), ayen's debut
sunday: uhmm, gumagawa ng paper. haha. shet.
thanks niggas! i love you sobra. salamat at nagkita kita tayong muli.
ay wait, ansama pero sige wag na. payo nalang: wag niyong subuking bumeso sa isang lasing na hindi niyo naman talaga friend in the first place. sorry. last mean thing ko na to.
shet debut ko na! wala pa akong gown, cake at fountain (uhmm julie, what for?) basta. bahala na nga.
Sunday, February 12, 2006
grabe, di ko talaga maayos ang aking tagboard. it's the weirdest tagboard ever so sorry for the inconvenience.
anyway, due to persistent public demand, i am going to put up a wish list for my birthday. you know me, always willing to help. i'd hate for you to waste time looking for the perfect gift for me so i'll tell you exactly what i want. haha. of course i'm leaving room for creativity (i.e. gift wrapping, etc.) putek ang kapal ba ng mukha ko.
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
grabe yung sa ultra. sobrang lungkot. i was doing my thing at the bathroom when i heard of what happened. nakakaiyak. sobrang lala. it's not just the useless deaths, it's the reason behind them. all they wanted was a chance at a better life that they just can't get elsewhere. you can't really blame people for lining up for a gameshow instead of looking for a job; there just aren't enough. you can't blame willy because God knows he couldn't have done anything (seriously, he's not even the source of all the cash prizes). you can't blame God (He's perfect, we're just so messed up). so who are we to blame? i don't know. let's just help.