wow. in a little over three hours, i'd be  
pwede ko nang matupad ang pangarap kong sumali sa game ka na ba. oh yes. i cannot wait. 
i don't even know why i'm so nervous, it's stupid. i don't think any of my friends felt so apprehensive about being eighteen. parang nung nagcollege ako, haha. kasi nga meron akong false notion na lahat ng eighteen/college kids malalaki, at heto ako maliit. plus wala pa rin akong cellphone at pano ako magigreet ng aking friends? sino kaya dapat ang unang mangggreet sakin? sino kaya yung tatawag pa? hay bad vibes talaga. oh well. 
Lord sana maging masaya na ako at mabawasbawasan na ang aking pagiging selfish pag eighteen na ako. 
speaking of being selfish. since when was selfishness ok? i don't get it. it's this whole individualism/egotism/make-me-king movement that's sucking all the morality and compassion out of human beings. i blame rap artists. today, the meaner, the better. people take pride in making others' lives miserable. and the angriest people are also among the ugliest. positive correlation boy. i choose to be beautiful. i choose to be happy (anger-free)