Merry Christmas!

Saturday, November 25, 2006

shall we dance

whooo!!! panalo eh. i can't take the image of alex crisano dancing (and practically throwing his partner around for the effect) off my mind. ang laki niya eh. nakakatawa sobra. i mean, it's the kind of thing i'd be laughing (on the inside) about for a long, long time. yung tipong kahit na malungkot ako, maalala ko lang, shet. wow, reminds me of another thing i could still laugh about up to now. i owe a lot of my inner happiness to people who don't even know they make me smile (on the inside). hahaha. whooo. thank you. merry christmas.

ang isa pang ok ay si carlos morales. but he could be really good! i saw his jive last saturday and it was great. a lot of fun to watch, and for the right reasons, unlike my friend alex here (laughing on the inside). hay. i can't believe i only discovered the show last saturday.

i want to watch borat.

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Tuesday, November 21, 2006

nanalo si manny pacquiao. it's great, really, but i just don't care much for violence. as a matter of fact, the only reason why i'm mentioning this is that i found this picture. sobrang benta sa'kin, 'di ko alam kung bakit.

sobrang great vibes ko ngayon. to think i'm grounded. i guess this is my pms. the world would become a great deal happier if every girl had my kind of pms. happy pms. ang maganda pa niyan, ang tagal ng early-sem-good-student-mode ko. i mean, it hasn't worn off. it should've by now. but this is great. i have notes on every subject, i submit all my homeworks complete and on time... i love it. i guess it's because of my renewed hope for pgh. i've learned that effort and optimism works better than anticipatory coping.

yay. thank You Lord. You are the funniest.

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Wednesday, November 15, 2006

aww.

nakakalungkot naman. somewhere in the world, right now, while i'm celebrating christmas, someone (or like lots and lots of someones) is contemplating suicide. some reasons are kinda valid (although it is never, ever right to kill yourself, or anyone for that matter), but some are just so fucking selfish and weak that maybe, the people that have these reasons for attempting suicide, don't deserve life. bahala kayo sa inyong buhay (or the lack, thereof) na walang kwenta.

anyway, on a lighter note, Gringo Honasan finally got caught. he is not a hero. he killed people, lots of them. and he's trying to pass himself off as the victim. anyone who does something that heinous does not deserve airconditioning. dapat nga mabilibid na yan eh. pati si erap.

i am currently addicted to postsecret. it makes me feel good, knowing that other people are sadder than me, sad enough to send anonymous postcards to some stranger so that lots of other strangers could know their secret. i'm a horrible person. maybe that should be my secret. i'll make a postcard later.

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Tuesday, November 14, 2006

finally

shet ang boring ko, puro registration lang ang topic. anyway, tuloy ang ligaya. finally, nakakuha na 'ko ng saktong 15 units!!! i can finally enroll, thank God.

i am bored. hindi nagtagal ang effect ng physics sa 'kin. uvle's not working and i want to download sir's slides because i missed the lecture while staring at him. hahaha. shit yan. bri sat in and we were "chatting" through this piece of paper and i don't know where the fuck it is now. if anyone sees that thing, patay tayo diyan.

so i finally got my 115. ma'am capulong is so cute. she reminds me of myself when i was younger and full of life. yuck, so tired old lady na 'ko niyan. benta siya sa 'kin kaya hindi ako mamataymatay sa boredom kahit na apat at kalahating oras yung subject. lovet. ang kaso yung book namin, walang supply ang national bookstore ng colored. i demand to get only the best quality books from now on. besides. i already have 1700+ newsprint pages from my physics book. sobrang sad na. 'di ko kakayanin.

i am suck a geek. i'm borrowing ivy's english 12 readings for leisurely reading. hahaha. wtf?

By the way, for the second time, hinulaang hindi ako mag-aasawa. But this time it's even worse. I'm going to have a kid, but it's by an effeminate guy who's trying to prove his manhood by impregnating me. Uhm, whyugottadothat??

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Sunday, November 12, 2006

why i love physics :)

ten units na 'ko! God is soooo good! at heto pa, hindi lang basta basta ang nakuha kong four units today, ito ay physics 71, at hindi lang basta basta physics 71, it's physics 71 by Mr. Francis Paraan (only the hottest prof in town. haha, in town eh). shet, ang gwapo niya. he's the best looking prof i've gotten so far (uhm, only sana kung hindi lang close second ang assistant prof ko sa linguistics. papa dom eh. ok, maybe they're tied in first place). and he is so nice. i mean, right now, anyone who's willing to add more students to their already great big class is an angel.
though i've already been psychotically chipper in spite of my lack of subjects, i became even more disturbingly happy (i couldn't stop smiling. i have a hot prof and i'm almost out of the LOA threat) when i got physics. the air seems fresher, the sky bluer, facial pores smaller. it's just good vibes all over. man, even walking around SM for six hours felt like a fun exercise. i cannot believe i could be this excited about getting physics 71. i don't even care that none of my batchmates are taking it and that i'm in this all alone. i don't care. i just want to learn. haha. plus the challenge is refreshing. yuck kala mo daling dali sa subjects eh. i mean, it's just different. it's like math 17 and chem 16 all over again. i love it. i just hope it loves me back.

grabe, kahit na masaya ako, bumabalik ang aking pagiging hypochondriac. feeling ko mamamatay na 'ko. yuck oa. kasi ang sakit ng heart ko, parang ang sikip ng dibdib ko (uy, bago yun ah) na hindi ako makahinga. shit. then i have bruises and i can't remember how i got them. so weird. tapos yung weird pain ko pa sa panga ko. haha. and the mass i feel around my neck. dayum.

please, please pray for me!!! last na 'to. psych 115. i need this subject just so i won't be underloaded. saktong 15 if i get ma'am capulong. grabe! God please! tapos sana makuha ko rin yung eee 10. para 18 na, hindi masyadong bum ang feeling. it won't hurt to be in DEEE twice a week. wouldn't hurt at all. :D

i just got my physics book yesterday. putangina. ito na ang pinaka sa lahat ng naging books ko sa aking 15 years of being a student. mali talaga eh. as in i tried to browse through it for light, just-before-bed reading. uhm, 'di ako makahinga. kasi nakapatong siya sa dibdib ko. i felt like my ribcage was about to give way and my heart was gonna get crushed (and not in the way most teenagers get their hearts crushed). maliiii. literal. 4 inches thick, siguro kasing bigat ng isang full-grown buko. i feel so scholarly.

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Thursday, November 09, 2006

happiness is just 11 units away

11 units nalang at magpapainom na 'ko. but now, in a world where social injustice is widespread and with my luck fleeting, these 11 units which were so fucking easy to get last time, remain elusive. grabe hits! nauubos na ang optimism ko ah. pati pera ko dahil panay lunch lang ang meron ako. this is so wrong.

wait lang, i just gotta share, ang PE ni Gabo ay... wait for it... TREASURE HUNTING!!! bakit eh??? pano 'ko malulungkot sa lagay ko (6 units palang me... why??) kung may mga tao sa kabilang side ng katipunan na nag PPE ng TREASURE HUNTING??? whoooooo!!!!! can i just say, iba talaga ang Miriam! holistic growth eh! why???

anyway, back to my problem. no one wants me! bakit eh? bakit wala akong maprerogan? ang mas maganda pang tanong diyan, bakit kasi kailangan ko pang magprerog? bakit wala akong subjects? bakit kulang ang inooffer sa UP? bakit??? anyway, never na masasagot yan kaya i'll just have to deal with the fucking system.

ito mga attempts ko to get subjects:

2nd day of registration (for students 04-05)
punta ko ng mga 10, eh ang kaso wala na, andaming tao, suko na me. all of my friends who've been manually enlisting subjects were all so smad (Ms. Caloocan's term meaning, sad and mad) about the whole registration thing so we decided to go to our happy place, McDo Katipunan (oo eh, bakit hindi nagggrow out of McDo Katip), where we spent almost 3 hours comparing our pathetic situations. pero as if hindi namin alam na wala na kaming mahihita, balik naman us sa UP at try ulit. ayun, obviously, hindi successful. i went home with nothing.

3rd day of registration (free-for-all)
pagdating ko sa UP ng 10, lunch ulit kami sa katipunan dahil 1 pa raw ang aking pre-advising (stupid me, didn't get preadvised which is why i don't have majors up to now). when i got back to PHAN, i lined up for late advising for thirty effing minutes. i finally got advised by Sir Mike (i swear, ang bait niya. parang ang pure ng kanyang soul, makes me want to believe that people are innately good, nagdrugs lang ng maaga ang karamihan). he told me not to take my elective yet, since it was obvious i wasn't decided. i appreciate that, he's not so concerned with my grades but with my interests. i like that in people. so ayan, nakapagpaadvise na 'ko. i went to the enlistment center (for lack of a better and less stupid term) to get my majors. ang kaso, late advisees will automatically have to prerog. so fly na me. wala na 'kong mahihita. tapos si jay suarez (God bless him) told me to get science electives and PI 100 so i could at least have something (at the time, i still had nothing. boo). i went to MSI to enlist for 101 (because MS 1 is so closed it's pointless and stupid to even ask), pero wala na. muntik ko pang malimutang magtanong about 102. but i did, and that my friends, was my first (and until late this afternoon, my only) subject.

First day of classes
i went to my first and only class for the day, MS 102. the prof is sooo nice and pleasant. i think i'm going to love her class. i saw ivy at the parking lot because she was supposed to prerog for some MS subject, so i told her to prerog in mine. she immediately got in. so i spread the word and now i've recruited 6 people. throughout the day i tried to prerog for the most obscure subjects UP offered. people were so supportive. i texted Chubby and when i saw her, she thought i was going to ask her to line up for something. she's the nicest, sweetest buddy there is. may shit pang nangyari sa pagpprerog ko and i don't want to talk about it. because it's to funny. my stupid mouth got in the way yet again. anyway, i got PI 100 from the most generous prof in the world (he took us all in, so 61 ang students niya sa pang 30 na klase). so now i have 6 units. but i'm really, honestly, happy about that. i mean, count your blessings nga naman. because of this whole ordeal, i felt like a lot of people were really concerned about me, siguro mas concerned pa nga sila kaysa sa 'kin. nakakatouch naman.

so i would like to dedicate this new skin (fresh from blogskins.com), new tagboard and most recent entry to the people who helped me, cheered me up and sent me jokes (shit eh, bakit kasi sa gitna ng busy registration may mga nagtetext ng jokes na mali).

Thanks to JB, Ivy, Corinna, Dada, Chubby, Jay, Jeejay, MC girls, Pugad, Mean Girls, TFs, my great family and to God, for the six absofuckinglutely fantastic units i got. :D