Sunday, November 12, 2006
why i love physics :)
ten units na 'ko! God is soooo good! at heto pa, hindi lang basta basta ang nakuha kong four units today, ito ay physics 71, at hindi lang basta basta physics 71, it's physics 71 by Mr. Francis Paraan (only the hottest prof in town. haha, in town eh). shet, ang gwapo niya. he's the best looking prof i've gotten so far (uhm, only sana kung hindi lang close second ang assistant prof ko sa linguistics. papa dom eh. ok, maybe they're tied in first place). and he is so nice. i mean, right now, anyone who's willing to add more students to their already great big class is an angel.
though i've already been psychotically chipper in spite of my lack of subjects, i became even more disturbingly happy (i couldn't stop smiling. i have a hot prof and i'm almost out of the LOA threat) when i got physics. the air seems fresher, the sky bluer, facial pores smaller. it's just good vibes all over. man, even walking around SM for six hours felt like a fun exercise. i cannot believe i could be this excited about getting physics 71. i don't even care that none of my batchmates are taking it and that i'm in this all alone. i don't care. i just want to learn. haha. plus the challenge is refreshing. yuck kala mo daling dali sa subjects eh. i mean, it's just different. it's like math 17 and chem 16 all over again. i love it. i just hope it loves me back.
grabe, kahit na masaya ako, bumabalik ang aking pagiging hypochondriac. feeling ko mamamatay na 'ko. yuck oa. kasi ang sakit ng heart ko, parang ang sikip ng dibdib ko (uy, bago yun ah) na hindi ako makahinga. shit. then i have bruises and i can't remember how i got them. so weird. tapos yung weird pain ko pa sa panga ko. haha. and the mass i feel around my neck. dayum.
please, please pray for me!!! last na 'to. psych 115. i need this subject just so i won't be underloaded. saktong 15 if i get ma'am capulong. grabe! God please! tapos sana makuha ko rin yung eee 10. para 18 na, hindi masyadong bum ang feeling. it won't hurt to be in DEEE twice a week. wouldn't hurt at all. :D
i just got my physics book yesterday. putangina. ito na ang pinaka sa lahat ng naging books ko sa aking 15 years of being a student. mali talaga eh. as in i tried to browse through it for light, just-before-bed reading. uhm, 'di ako makahinga. kasi nakapatong siya sa dibdib ko. i felt like my ribcage was about to give way and my heart was gonna get crushed (and not in the way most teenagers get their hearts crushed). maliiii. literal. 4 inches thick, siguro kasing bigat ng isang full-grown buko. i feel so scholarly.
